it’s 3 am and nothing’s right

"I hate my body, my hair, my face, my thoughts is turning me insane."

(via weloveanaandmia)

"i fucking hate myself
every word i say
carves deep into my chest
leaving a bleeding wound
that i try to bandage
but every time i open
my godforsaken mouth
and stupidity tumbles out
the cuts open up again
i’m bleeding all over
everything that i love
i am poisoning my own world
i cannot live with myself anymore"

don’t you dare tell me i’m kind or sweet or something because it’s bullshit i’m annoying and awful and it kills me because i just want to be wonderful (m.g.t)